I finally decided to make this blog to share my ups and downs on our "trying to conceive" (TTC) journey. My husband and I are TTC for more than a year now since having been married on December of 2008.
Actually, when I was in high school, I was asked by a friend “what is my greatest fear?” I told her with no second thoughts that my greatest fear is not to conceive and/or bear my child. I don’t know if it’s coincidence or if it’s really my fate to undergo infertility issues right now with my husband. Like, any other woman, everyone would dream of a wedding, a husband, getting pregnant, having a child, and have a family to call your own. It would have been perfect until we came up battling the ordeal of trying to conceive. It only is not financially and physically draining but most of all emotionally exhausting.
So, from this moment, I will try my very best to update this blog as much as I can. Just please, no depression attacks. This blog is my diary, my friend and my comforter in which I can share and vent out everything and anything on our infertility problems without anyone judging me or us, unlike in the outside world. Good thing someone can be anonymous while sharing and venting out his/her feelings.
I know how painful and stressful this ordeal is but we would like you all, especially our families and friends, to witness
every chapter of our journey to parenthood and we are looking forward that when
that time comes you will surely appreciate everything we have done for this
most cherished milestone as married couple. We still believe in God's perfect time He will grant us and give us the gift of parenthood. When that time comes, all the pains, our struggles, our ups and downs in our TTC ordeal will just be a memory of the past. A happy husband and wife will soon rise with their cute little angel...a gift from our Father God. I pray for a baby dust to come our way.
